I DON’T

“And you tell me how are you feeling, but I don’t believe its true anymore .” – anonymous Such a helpless feeling is this. You know you want it but you can’t just change it. Isn’t this exactly what you imagined. You waited for this moment and yet here you are not able to believe…

2am

Let me be your “2 am” thoughts when you can’t do sleeping and can’t stop thinking about the someone or something. Let me dive into you and figure things out, while I smile at the other end and you can’t remember what we were talking about. We will talk till we are sleep deprived with…

Relate

I feel like everyone is compromising their lives and so I will have to as well. I have to either get married or focus on my career. Every decision I make today will affect my life in the next 10 years. Isn’t it fucking scary? life is not a series of bold decisions like they…

To be with or not to be with

I’m in love or not? I feel the love when I’m separated & alone & not feel like talking to him when I actually am talking to him. Everyone around me is falling in love and settling down; this should make me feel closer to the loved ones. But rather I think everyday I’m falling…

Make me Naive

We were naive and happy. Now we read and learn. Now we experience and suffer. We think cynically and act doubtfully. We became wordly. -Back story to the thought: *I stopped thinking for a long time. No writing for a year. Nothing. Then one day at work I was wondering to what is happening to…

Fifth year.

It was today. The 13th, their 5th year. Only she was here wondering if he remembers today. And there was him, who was looking at her pictures thinking if she still wonders. If only they had been together, it would have been their 5 th year. It all though seemed like yesterday to both of…

On and in.

She had him, she had others too. She felt free about talking what’s on her mind. She found friends with whom she can be herself. But she never found the one she could talk about what’s been in her mind since.

Connects.

Does it happens with everybody? I mean you think you are talking to people, making friends and living. Then one day, you talk to this one person who makes you questions all the ground realities. You start talking about the things you never thought about, the things you never speak out loud. What are these…

Can You Unlove?

There is always something connected to the ones you loved. Isn’t it? Do you ever unlove them? I don’t think we do. Love fades with time and experience. But it does take a lot of time to fade. You take so much of time to get to know someone then fall in love. And when…

First and only.

People say you fall in love just once in your life. I don’t believe its true. You do fall in love for the first time once. That’s when you first lose yourself to someone. That’s when you will find yourself giving up and believing in magic. Everybody’s first is magic. If that magic is lost,…

The answer

How strange can life be? One day its perfect and the next everything’s changed. You just can’t even point the line where it happened. I just did. All you gotta do is to adjust and live with it. Don’t you sometimes want an answer why everything is not good. What did you do to deserve…